wutevs...wut comes around goes around.

   Sunday nite and I haven't done shit yet!!! DAMMIT!! oh wells...at least I don't have any tests this week.  Fuck I need a break...and I need my baby...I miss him even tho we still have our arguements.  Wut can I say...I'm gonna be as stubborn as ever.  I still luv him sooo much and I kno that we're gonna get thru this.  But there r some people who need to shut their fucking mouth and stop talking shit.  I'm sooo sick of their shit already.  They act nice and all and then they turn around and fuck u over.  wtf!!

   I still don't get it tho.  How would u kno how sumtin is if u haven't seen it or heard it??  Wut...r u jus trying to get onto someone else's good side??  Fuck...u don't kno till u've seen.  All I have to say is that U R A FUCKING BASTARD!!!!  I'm trying so hard to make shit work and here u r being a mothafucker and fucking lying rite in my face.  I never want to see u again!!!  FUCK U BIATCH!!!!!  Get a fucking life and leave me the fuck alone!!!!!!!!!!!!

   Anyways...I'm over it.  I jus had to get that off my chest...its been bothering me all day.

  Ok now I remember wut I wanted to write in this thing....

   Last weekend I went To OSU's luau...it was ok...not the greatest.  They did the tahitian number twice which I thought was kinda weird but wutevs.  Honestly (sorry OSU buds) the show kinda sucked.  All my frens I talked to didn't like it.  I think ours was better and more organized.  I saw sooo many people that I haven't seen in a looong ass time and some that I really didn't are for.  Cody did call me that nite.  Don't ask me y...Y is it that when he has probs with his gf and I'm having probs with Raymund he calls...or if I'm in somewut of the same vicinity as her.  Wutever...I got beligerately drunk that nite and had choke fun!!  Had to make up for our after party that I didn't make cuz I was hella tired and kinda drunk too.  HA HA HA!!!  I kinda wish I went to UW luau now...I wanted to go and hang out with everyone again...and I did tell Royce I was gonna see him since I didn't get to see him when he and Andrea drove down to Corvallis that nite.  Next time I will...I seriously need to go and get together with Yara guys.  Seriously need too.  It was fun kinda hanging out with them and seeing them again.  Well Aya and Judy jus called and told me to go to Aya's so I'm headed there at 2:40 in the damn morning.  PEACE!!

   Damn...its been a while since I've written in this thing.  Well I think that I'm gonna have to close this xanga...I have now been sucked into my space so look for me there!! http://profile.myspace.com/users/3255125 

But don't worry I'll post sumtin here once in awhile.  For now peace outs for now!!

   Dammit Ali!! U told Carlos I was shame to leave a comment on his page!! Nah its ku...I still luv ya!!  Anywhos...Carlos I'll go post sumtin later.

   Finally an update...Lu'au was this past week and it was sooo much fun.  My family was there to watch me dance for the first time and a lot of my frens were there too.  I dunno wut it was but this lu'au was the first one that I didn't feel nervous or scared to get up there and do my stuff.  I guess it was jus all the people that I danced with and the songs that I was in.  I really enjoyed this lu'au.  It was the best one so far.  But next year will be better cuz I'll be a senior!!  Damn time flies.

   It was soo nice to see my family again.  I got to see them again and spend some time with them AND got some money and clothes and shoes out of it!! ha ha ha...but I didn't realize how homesick I was until we went in separate directions after spending the day with them on Sunday.  I wanted to cry...I miss home, my family and especially Raymund. 

   Eventho we've been getting into a lot of fights and things aren't going as well as we want I still really love him and wish I was with him again.  I really do.  4 more months...I'll be home in 4 months.  But I really wish I was going home in June...

   Well I'm gonna go talk to Raymund and try to study for my midterm...BYEES!!!